So wth!!!! I attempted to start blogging early this year, but unfortunately....it was halted. I had been dealing with some health issues since late 2011. Finally in July/August 2012 I found out I have lupus. Thank goodness I took my Florida/Bahamas vacation in May, but after that it was sort of down hill. Being the optimist I am I of course have tried to maintain a positive outlook on everything. Boy I tell you....when you in you early 20's and used to being active and just starting to really take hold to life...it is hard as igneous rock to stay peppy when physical limitations start hitting you.
Did I want to scream at the top of my lungs? hy! Did I want to say what the flip did I do to deserve this? hy! Did I begin to despise the people around me who 'i assumed' took there life for granted? umm...kinda! Did I ask all mighty one up high the infamous...why me?? why...oh...why me lord??? (I know we are not suppose to ask why me...but easier said then done) Although it hasn't been years of me dealing with the disease, it sure feels like forever.
It is a hard thing to try to understand why some things happen, so I have focused on not doing so. (You'll only get upset if you do) As I look back over my life it is hard to imagine I would have to come against something like this when I have already been through so much, but then I hear that voice in the back of my head..."it has purpose even if I don't understand it." If I really take a step back and look...I'll see all the times the lord has been there with me the whole way. Because of the anger and frustration I could not see him encouraging me along the way. It may have been friendly encouragement or helpful advice that I did not have to receive, but I did!
With all that said, I am ready to get back on track and take a shot at this again!!! Let's get this party started....woot..woot...lol!!! What is life without a lot of humor
P.S. If anyone out there wants to chat or exchange info on the lupus thing feel free to inbox me. I'm open to anything that will help me and others out there dealing with this autoimmune disease.
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